You were breaking my heart

You were breaking my heart

就像破碎的玻璃

只有被丢掉的结局 = 遗忘
抛弃 遗忘 抛弃 遗忘

在原本以为可以跟着很要好的朋友一起勇敢得托着行李去实习

在岛上我根本不能适应的生活

我 只是个孤单的岛屿人

open ur chicken eyes

我只是单纯的想跟喜欢的朋友做朋友

是谁在backstap谁

用着你的想法套在我的身上

去告诉另一个他

这样的你 对吗？

用着我告诉你的一切 我的家人 我的心事 我的犯错

去告诉另一个他

这样的你 对吗？

在很早以前我就知道全部的事情

真的没有想到 这样子的人 叫做好朋友

笑我吧 我的appraisal form比你烂

因为有人叫我在岛上should work harder你自己咧？

因为你叫他不可以因为自己跟我的友情很好就给我高分

叫他根本不要来照顾我 因为你妒忌吗？

anyway mark我appraisal form的人思想一定是被别人的胡言乱语搞不清楚了

在我handle guest complains & guest relation等等front desk的东西时

我不觉得我很差

越烂的成绩表现他个人越是小气家子

笑我吧 当你认为某人讨厌我所以不合照

come on你有没有用你的ass想过我问拍照是为了谁

hanna这种叫做好人没好报

还跑去察证发生什么事情然后回来跟我奸笑好恶心噢~！

结果根本就没有这回事，gentleman过后还教了我很多东西*^^*

我从来没有责怪你的show face不理睬

我从来没有要跟谁做朋友来伤害谁

这种misunderstanding的东西我听了真的觉得很显

背后一定还有很多我不知道的故事

anyway我不想听

你喜欢讲什么就去吧~播音系统新闻报导blablabla

我很了解没有人是完美的

所以当别人犯错的时候 得饶人处且饶人

虽然她把我们害得很惨可是我绝对不会去做播音器跟全世界讲。。。

是非*女人*好可怕呀！！！

是谁需要改变呢？简单快乐很好啊~^^v

ok女人的勾心斗角就此告一段落

以后不要再傻傻相信别人了

Betrayer，我要做君子不要跟别人同流合污做小人。

接下来我的世界只有没有小人的快乐moments~~~

08.08.08

What was happening on 08.08.08? Olympic Beijing Started?

This is also Yuvy's 21st Big Birthday~~!!! Y so BiG? Coz 21st yrs-old for us is the age that we turned into an adult & parent will give a key as a birthday gift, means it's time to open the lock, be independence & get FreeDoM!!!
Althougt I didnt get a Kuromi Cake but tis cake is sm1 who make it by Heart~ Opps... HIV??!

"Chancheeno pampin... Chancheeno pampin..."
tis is da birthday song they sing for me =.=" I'll never forget this song which is created by Rama MaKunU Vishaam... It sounds funny but its pretty Q~
I hav 3 wishes, 1for my Family, 1for myself & 1for my lovely darling~ *^^* Thanks for da ppls who wish me Dreams Come True~~~

He is my event incharge Kahlu Bulha >.<>

It was so FuN & I really enjoyed da moment with u GuyS. Sandbank in Maldives, Wud a BeautiFul PlacE!!

*Cheese* Everybody Foreva 21~~!!


@Sunshine Happy Girl@
It was really great to celebrate BirthDay at Sandbank~

But few days later i Gonna Packing my lugGage & Turn bAc Home... It is so sad bt it's so great...

I'm sure that i will miss this place & u guys... Cherish every seconds left to b here... Let's go & c FuLL MooN with Clouded of TwinKle StarS tonite~!!

Staff's Party in Royal Island- Maldives

Wud did we do after staff's party?

there r actually 6ppls in this photo >.<

Yuvy was thinking of......

We were crazy... Our posey looks stupid...? bt V had FuN~ *^^*

**Mr. You're Correct & Ms. No Problem**

Yuvy said... tis is probably our last staff's party tat we could attend coz we gonna leavvvvve Royal Island - Maldives afta 25days. Yuvy had a very enjoyable moments with u guys especially A.Foo, Aznem's robot dance, Mubarik's Kukulhu dance, Parakuda/Hassan/Arshad's messy dance & those beautiful spa ladiesss~~~ U guys r Lovely~ (^^)v

>I'll "try" 2 get darker b4 i go bac home ok?<

Tadda Tadum

Feelin "Tadda Tadum"~~

Hehe... I dun noe wuds da meaning bt it sounds like Kangaroo Jumping~~~*HappY*

Recently I was Having a Heavy Headache bt now... big problem SolVe!

Float period of my Training i hav decided to go Front Desk!! It was pretty hard to make this decision coz of personal things... bt.. Alwayz we hav to seperate personal emotion on working side, agree? *shakehand*

Wherever we go, once it comes to the time we gonna leave, we cherish every seconds 2 b here.

So.. nowadays i hav learned swimming by the Diving Q guy AFoo @^^@ Thank u vr vr much 4 spending the time to teach me tis stupid gal>.<>.<"' hehe...

Ahhar, 2nd time talk 2 Zameel whereby i hav stayed here for 3 months bt nv even say hi 2 each other >.<" He teached me lots of principles & ways 2 communicate with ppls. Oops, reli gained lots of knowledge from him(senior ppl).

Let's see, tis is Kuromi Show Time!!!

This is 40% completed birthday invitation card(name tab), everybody will have a kuromi with them to attend my 08.08.2008 21yrs-old birthday at Sandbank! Sounds great? @^^@

So Let's see how's everything goin on~!!!

All out of Love

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone

Thinking of you till it hurts

I know you hurt too but what else can we do

Tormented and torn apart

I wish I could carry your smile in my heart

For times when my life seems so low

It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring

When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know

I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you

I know you were right believing for so long

I 'm all out of love, what am I without you

I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home

Away from these long lonely nights

I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too

Does this feeling seem oh so right

And what would you say if I called on you now

And said that I can't hold on

There's no easy way, it gets harder each day

Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you

I know you were right believing for so long

I'm all out of love, what am I without you

I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

Oh, what are you thinking of?

What are you thinking of?

Oh, what are you thinking of?

What are you thinking of?

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you

I know you were right believing for so long

I'm all out of love, what am i without you

I cant be too late, i know i was so wrong.

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you

I know you were right believing for so long

I'm all out of love, what am i without you

I cant be too late,to say that i was so wrong.

I cant be too late,to say that i was so wrong!

Love this song Sooo Much~ Crying with no tears...

How much of the feeling, but we can't tell...

33days later, I'll be gone...

That's my choice to be forgetful...

妈咪的教诲

今天的duty就是很大大方方的在office online~

所以很free的我就游到了facebook去accept那些堆了几百个很久没有去碰了的requestsss...

& then... 我发现了这个......

posted by Mr. Muhu on my facebook FunWall.

Woah...人生大道理来的。正好符合我现在的心情... Mr. Muhu, actually you can read my mind right?

Hmm...突然间我发现"so wud? I dun care"已经变成了我的口头禅。

从小我的mummy就教我说“防人之心不可无，害人之心不可有”

现在我大大力的点头totally agree前者！可是我也是认识一个谚语叫做“人善被人欺，马善被人骑”所以咧，给你做1个善良的好人你要不要？

现在我觉得我mummy的华语是一流.....我还记得她教过我“得饶人处且饶人”，所以当别人在背后用她自己的imagination讲我什么故事的时候我都当作什么事情都没有发生。只不过是因为我不喜欢把不开心的事情放在心上。可是咧，当你还没有讲出别人back stab你的时候，别人就指着你说你是坏人了。所以人与人之间的相处真是1大门的学问。也许站在高处的人永远都不会知道下面的人再怎么努力，当他们怎么爬都爬不到你的位置，就开始在下方作祟。<争风吃醋>嘛，女人的天性~！

还有我mummy也是有讲过不要斤斤计较跟别人那些3姑6婶一样在那边8，一点class都没有。hur~现在我意识到了"I dun care"这句话是actually跟mom学来的~

我很庆辛有一个赋予知识而且在心灵上大方得体的妈咪。而不是一个3姑6婶的小气孩子~

Silver Wedding

啦啦啦~~ 前几天joined一对British couple的25周年Silver Wedding~看到他们结婚25年了还相亲相爱真的很欣慰~~*luv*

tadda~!这个就是我们这几个主角的全体chika！

对我来说这个是几难得的机会来的去穿Maldivian Traditional Bridemaid Costume参加婚礼*^^*而且还在beach side! Hur~~

这个咧就是当天的音乐团队，他们可是从Housekeeping Department分身解数出来的噢！

还有1些幕后小插曲@^^@

Aherm...你知道Silver Wedding的意义吗？在西方国家，结婚了25年的夫妻都会在周年日庆祝并再一次promise对方会照顾对方一辈子，跟着Silver Wedding就是meaning要帮对方带上Silver的戒指。给你是不是很浪漫？除了25周年之外，他们还会庆祝比较重要的Wedding Anniversary，比如说15年的Crystal Wedding, 30年的Pearl Wedding, 50年的Gold Wedding还有70年的Diamond Wedding. 所以婚姻的价值是跟随着时间成长的*^^*老夫老妻们可不要随随便便就度过每1个Wedding Anniversary噢~！

总之呢~这天又是快乐小岛屿人的一天~

等我结婚过后25年一定会和他们一样跟哈比相亲相爱手牵手去渡假~！！(^^)v

sun-burned kuromi...

smtimes little things little action or a sms might make ppl feels touchful *^^*

Yuvy gonna get well soon & 10s for da ppls around who r concern of a sick kuromi...

gif her an umbrella>.<"' XD

U're Q~

想念我的你们

42Days2go Bac Home~

你们知道的啦，在家中排行最小的我很多人疼的^^。虽然大家都不会用言语表达，可是全部人都好像借着买东西等我回去收礼物的心情来表达对在这里做落难公主的我的思念~(嘻！)

房间里已经积了一堆新的Kuromi等我回去收~~而且还是从世界各地带回来的>.<

还有我的chairman darling, 他早早就plan好好订好机票住宿等着带我去Hong Kong Disneyland~~~

☆Disney Bambino全家福☆很可爱吧~ 就快要和他们见面喽~~~

Disneyland是我一直很想去的地方，每次看到Popteen里面的models在disneyland谈恋爱就超羡慕她们~~结果我的dar偷偷摸摸在暗地里都安排好好了(^^)v去哪里找那么好料的Darling~如果他看到这边一定偷偷笑然后很骄傲的说。。。嗯呐！

<---这个是Dar最latest的作品Peppercorn Filet Mignon with Mixed Salad serve with a glass of White Zinfandel. 很长的dish name...看来我不在他身边的日子过的几充实~ 相信他现在也是偷偷在准备着1分menu等我回去可以点菜做幸福的小女人~~~@^^@

来dream一下...从starter-->main course到dessert~搞不好还买了3支candle要假假做一个candle lit dinner*blush*

aherm...大家不要用嫉妒的眼神看着我们吼。。。
我们可是在1起少少3年了的老couple,虽然没有到要结婚买屋子一起住下一辈子的那种status，还有人讲订婚了做fiance/fiancee以后可以来break什么话来的。。。难道他们不懂订婚要宣誓promise对方还有上面(上帝)要照顾对方一辈子的meh?大家都是年轻人，我才不要在21岁的时候把自己的自由绑起来做炒kangkong的黄脸婆。作了别人的fiancee哪里还给你肚子有butterfly?!Cih我才不要到时候才来scream“还我自由之身！！”Anyway,在1起3年的我们从来没有吵架过要分手，那些每天吵架分手的人才需要检讨检讨自己够不够成熟吧。。。你同不同意呢？如果看到这边在那里槌心gam的人以为我在讲你就表示不要再用怀疑的眼神看着我了，你的无畏评价只会让我觉得更可笑。Dar, I love you more than everything. 我的心是不会随随便便给人家住进来的。

男人就是要聪明，女人就是要漂亮。Yuvy的生存原则。你同意不同意？

Ma Familie

I just receive these 2 pics from my sis, feelin so warm~~~*luv*

The upper 1 was my grandma 81 years old birthday celebration

The down 1 was my sis-in-law's birthday party in Karaoke (hmm...age is always ladies's secret..>.<") Bt for Grandma, It's proud to says she is 81 yrs-old~!!

Although i was unable to b there to sing the birthday song with u all~~~

Bt my wishes are there with u~!!!

Miss you all Soooo Much!!! *LOVE*

Royal Jacuzzi

什么都不用说啦~~看照片就知道了~~~

open air Jacuzzi @^^@ Hapi hapi~~~

我是快乐小岛屿人~~

POWER HOUSE

所谓的Power House就是提供整个岛屿的水和电的地方。听起来很无聊，可是傻傻来旅行的tourists一定不知道在一个环绕着海水的岛屿上，水和电是多么不容易取得~

每天Ferry会到300m远的地方抽取Deep Sea Water,然后再经过Water Boy大型filter的过滤后，只有仅仅的33%水份被使用噢。

(Deep Sea Water咧，听起来对Skin几好那样 @^^@)

身在Malaysia的我们，水和电都由政府供应，所以可以看到这些大大的机器的小市民(我)其实很兴奋~*^^*

在这个Low Season的日子里面，整个Island还是用了1100tons的水噢~~

这个就是我上面提到的Water Boy *blush* 几shy的名字一下

接下来就是Electric，我们叫它作Generator,就是生产Electric的机器~

原理就和Lorry会发动一样，主要使用battery来推动整个机器的发动。实内还有很多个大大的FANS是为了要控制里面的温度，如果高达35celcius可是很危险的噢~

下面是Generator No.3, 当中最大的一台，提供1000klw的电力~

上面黑黑的几个tubes会把生产出来的电送到下面一格一格箱子，然后依着不同的部门distribute & control 电的输送~

Power House, 仅于参观不宜工作>.<"因为Generator很吵还有超多看不见的幅射让我很头痛>.<"'

Broken Babbamship

The bottom of the blog, the bottom of my heart...

To my beloved Royal best friend,I miss the days when you knew I was so sonely and you were always there.

I miss the days we spent to have tea, psp, fun, sun rise, motorbike...

I miss the days we shared 1 can of Tuna Fish, making coffee for each others...

I love the way you called me little bambino...

I remember you carried a 10kgs parcel all the way from Male to Royal.

We shared secrets in a starry nite at Marlos.

We counting the twinkle stars but now i know meteor is lier.

If all the cartoons are staying in the moon, once in my life I really wanna visit there & send your regards to them.

You alwayz wanna besides me it showed how much u care of a bambino.

You sms asked me was I under a shelter when there was a very heavy rain.

All those days when you were beside me, was the best moment in Royal...

We discovered that the hps we used before were the same.

We found in the Webpage that my favourite Kuromi & your favourite Sponge Bob were surprisingly appeared in the same page.

You spoiled your hp & you changed a new hp which is same model as mine.

Some of the times we read each other's mind

You told me you love the song in your language Dhooni when I was playing F.I.R 我最爱的人, is this a coinsidence again...

You said I was like one of your family,

You said you cherish me this friend a lots,

You wrote some poem telling me about the sunshine,

You said all you want is just a happy bambino,

You said you really enjoy the times you had with me and it was the best time you ever had in Royal.

But now, you just leave me alone in a blink...

Babbo, how a bambino accept your changes...

How much of the happiness you gave, how much of the hurt i have...

I can't give a smile,

I just want to cry, tears might kill off my sadness...

Only for tonight...